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Monday, March 8, 2010

Don't give up on me!! 03092010

Please don't give up on me, I know I have been gone and haven't been posting, I'm just doing a lot of soul searching and really need to get me happy again.  I'm usually a very up beat happy person and not afraid of anything, but this last year has been....well....HELL on me and my family and has taken a toll on all of us.  My heart isn't happy and I'm trying to fix that. I haven't done much crafting, just enough to keep me busy but I've cleaning out closets and my mind of bad things and trying to get the courage to move on and make things better.  I have applied for a few jobs and had a couple of interviews but I'm sure in this economy that any jobs gets lots of applications, so I feel blessed that I even got an interview. But it still stings when you don't get a call back.  I need a job so badly, my family needs it, for a lot of reasons.  I just need to take time for me on the inside.  I got the outside looking pretty good now the inside needs to be happy too.  So if I don't post a lot or much, or email you, it's nothing personal, it is for me,but not towards anyone else, I just need to fix me and sometimes I just don't have happy words to say, so as the old saying goes...if you can't say anything nice.... Keep checking in on me..I will be back and the old me will be here again, very soon I hope.. I'm never alone as long as I have my friends!!!
I do love & miss you all and I will be back better than ever...just give me time!!!  HUGS!!


Anne said...

Keep your chin up...praying things get better for you soon. Life has a way of throwing us nasty curves that in the end make us better people. I will be Thinking of you.

Tanya said...

Sending BIG hugs, girl...you know I am here to lend an ear to ANYthing you might want to lay on me! XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Tanya

Ahl Cooped Up said...

You are so special, and very loved.
I hope you find your way.
In the mean time, I'm always here for you!
Hugs, Pat

theantiquepallet said...

I will never give up on you! You are a wonderful person and you will get through all this! Love you! Chris

The Primitive Bucket said...

Thanks you girls... like I said in the post, I would be lost without my friends.. Love you all!!!

Rory said...

Nice blog Joleen. I have signed up as a follower. Rory

Unknown said...

;Don't know you but hey, what the hell, we have all been in your place at one time or another. Hang in there sweetie as this too shall pass. I have had to dig myself out of more holes then I care to count.
Life sucks sometime but we just have to ignore the s_ _ t going on around us and be happy with the good stuff. If you look hard enough you can find some good stuff. Then you just focus real hard on the good stuff and suround yourself with it and it will multiply if you concentrate hard enough.
Stop by and visit me anytime. We are all beautiful as the man up stairs never makes a mistake.